Wohoo!!!finally my 1st vacation wif her to BKK!!*super excited mode on*!! Flights and hotel booked!!now the countdown begins!!

Tragic tuesday.Terrible tuesday!!
Whatever u called it..it couldnt be any worst!!
Came late for work this morning...eventually my alarm was on silent mode this morning(i wonder why!!)
got a message from her this morning.was suprised to know what came next.her good intention of a bday message turn into something bitter for her to swallow.
She was deeply hurt by that thus affecting me in my work today..how could such a person replied such harsh words and accusations to her!!DAMN YOU A$$^^&8!!
Well,such angst reminds me of my past..only those who knew me back in my poly and NS days knew of things i am capable of.I do not want history to repeat itself where violence is the answer.Being mature now,I know"IGNORANCE IS BLISS"I shall not explain what happen but I just hope she will forget this whole saga as soon as possible cause deep down,i am somehow hurt.
BUT Question keep playing in my mind. The "How's"& "Why's".
Seriously today was a day im willing to forget...im truly affected by this..time to erase this day...

Quote from rina's blog"Butterflies in my stomach when I feel touched by your sweet gestures.

Thks for putting in effort, knowin I am a very DIFFICULT person. :)". When i read her blog,all i can think of is how ive changed a lot to become a more understanding and patient person..and i dont care how difficult she are..The reason why im puttin in all the effort because she means more than the world to me..and that i love her a lot..and since i know her..ive learnt a lot in becoming a better person and the things i should to improvise on this relationship..and for that i cant thank u enough my dear shahfah rina!! Hope she reads this post soon!! :-p

In life,sometimes when we are busy with our troubles and worries,we tend to overlook the one subject that keeps us going on in this life.Religion and Faith.
For me personally,I seldom talk about religion with my friends and family.But that doesnt mean I am not interested in what I believe in.Trust me,after living in this world for about 28 years,I have seen things and ask myself questions why such and such things happen in this world.With that,I came to find out that with each dying question,faith and religion has always an answer to it.

I am not to preach about my faith but it is just something I wanna share with people around me about what I believe in.
To understand about Islam,is to first understand what the word 'ISLAM' means.It is derived from the word 'Salam"meaning peace and when put into the word 'ISLAM' it means religiously submission to One God.

So ISLAM is all about the basis of putting peace into mind body and soul.ISLAM is not just about praying five times a day.It is more than that.ISLAM is a way of life with understanding and practices.It is through the holy book,the Al-Quran and the Al-Sunnah(the words and practices of our prophet Muhammad) ((peace be upon him)) that we learnt and put these words into practice to run our daily lives.

With these,i remind again that my purpose for this topic is not to preach but just to share.I believe everyone is free to choose their own faith and belief.

I just hope that my faith towards my religion will be stronger as I pursure this life of challenges and success.
I strongly believe that the practices of Islam will definately help me along the way in becoming a better person.

Breathe in for luck
Breathe in so deep
This air is blessed
You share with me

This night is wild
So calm and dull
These hearts they race
From self control

Your legs are smooth
As they graze mine
We're doing fine
We're doing nothing at all

My hopes are so high
That your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
So I die happy

My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

The words are hushed
Let's not get busted
Just lay entwined here
Undiscovered

Safe in here from
All those stupid questions
"Hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb

Stay quiet
Stay near
Stay close, they can't hear
So we can get some

My hopes are so high
That your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
So I die happy

My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

I'll always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights
The scent of your hair
That you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock

When we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
And the streets were wet
And the gate was locked
So I jumped it
And I let you in

And you stood at your door
With your hands on my waist
And you kissed me
Like you meant it

And I knew
That you meant it
That you meant it
That you meant it
And I knew
That you meant it

What a trip it was to Langkawi...one which i wanna forget ASAP!!Why u ask??
All is ruined coz my sister lost her bag containing our camera,her hp,wallet and passport.Lost it at the beach while we were having fun...
Had to make a police report and had to go to KL to make a statement at Singapore Embassy..
God,its been so long that my family went holiday together and now this has to happen..!!
I wanna forget this....
But alhamdulilah,we came home safe and sound.

Now the recovery process.