Received news on thursday night that my cousin in JB passed away in a motorcycle accident.Though we are not that close,I was truly shaken by how young my cousin is.well,as the saying goes"Death waits for no man".
My family decided to visit my relatives in JB yesterday night and I was somehow expecting the sadness and grievances when I reach there.True enough,seeing my auntie and uncle holding back their tears when they saw us really made me understand how sad they were.

My visit there reminds me how precious LIFE is.It is not an everyday thought but more than always,it is news of a passing friend or relative that sets as a reminder.Sooner or later we will all experience DEATH but what matters is the life we have right now and how we put it into good use.


Al Fatehah to Muhammad Hafiz bin Baharom.(1991-2012).

Drag my feet to werk today...seriously i was feeling under the weather.About to get sick.Feverish headache and sore throat.meeting at 10am and 3pm today.Urgh!!i hate to be working under these conditions.
Came to work sweating due to the scorching sun.But luckily I was greeted by a familiar face at the door.
"Good morning boy! today you want coffee or tea?"The pantry auntie.ever as always smiling or laughing.At least that makes me cheerful for a start.

Went to vivo for lunch to grab my purple shoes I ordered from Rahim(my poly fren)who work at VANS vivocity.He told me earlier he could get staff disc on the shoes that I want!!That was the 2nd cheerful news today!!bought the shoes at a good price!!(30% disc eh!!heheh).


Went around vivo and caught sight of the word"SALE"at Gfactory.saw an orange G-SHOCK watch and was comtemplating whether to buy it...hmmm.My colleague,Salim was like"If u wanna buy,just buy lah!!!!LOL!!
was trying on the watch and suddenly my mouth blurted out the words"OK i take it!!!"heheheh..there it was..bought a watch!!

Massive headache attack now.gonna head to bed soon.tmr gonna be a long day coz im having training for Mobile Mail in the evening!!who plans for training on a Friday??!!CRAP!!!$%^&..if im really sick im gonna take MC.!!wahahaha!!bye!!

Back home since yesterday night...and what a trip!!

                                                
My accomplices for this trip(left to right)-fadzli the shaker ,norman the multitone snorer, our abang herwan(coz hes older than us) the sensitive guy, yazid the 30mins bather and finally sahlan the sapau boy.
Disclaimer:These nicknames can be changed from time to time.

Landed in Jakarta at about 945am(local time),driver already waited for us at airport to bring us to Bandung.
Dani(Asep's cousin) became our driver for 3 days.Well,when I reach in Bandung,caught sight of places Ive been before and familiar faces at local distro.Ahhh...Bandung!!miss the food,the warmth hospitality of the people there but the coldness of the atmosphere.

On the 4th day(25 Mar 2012),we headed off to JKT by train.Damn it was so early we had to rch the train station by 7am(though the train departs at 840).REASON:Every Sunday in Bandung is OLAHRAGA day.Meaning they will close some of the streets for people to jog and play sports.Due to this,a longer route had to be taken to reach the train station.

Slept throughout the train ride,wake up 3 hours later finding myself in a super busy, hot and humid city called Jakarta. This was my 2nd time going there.(1st Time back in 1998).
I seriously do not know what to say about Jakarta because it reminds me of KL..like seriously similar.Totally prefer Bandung to Jakarta..way much better on the former.Should have all the days in Bandung.

Busy streets,tall buildings and super hot weather wasnt a good place for a holiday..trust me it sucks to be sweating just to have lunch.Nothing great in Jakarta.so conclusion not to go there again.

Departure back home was at 6:50(local time) but was delayed for another 30mins due to some fault.Same thing happen in the plane,I slept throughout the whole journey..woke up in a plane reaching to a place called HOME.15 mins later caught sight of the east coast shoreline of HOME and i was like.."Damn,im back to reality".Reality took me a while to sink in.We then met our friend ,Nazam at airport and we head off to Simpang Bedok before gng back.


But what a trip it was with my accomplices.Lotsa of fun and laughter to be mentioned here and with 6 guys and a really cool place like Bandung,things can always be great in a good and bad way.LOL!!

Pics to come soon!!bye!

Morning!!watching soccer while getting ready for bandung!!!3 more hrs!!

Monday.or what i should say MANday!!MANpower down at work.4 people on MC and 1 on urgent leave.Take that!!!only left me and salim to cover the ops reporting for today.But nonetheless thank god it wasnt that busy like we did last few weeks.
Even got time to play draw something and watch youtube!!

Speaking of youtube,i came across a video that really made me feel about how lucky we are.Its by Dr Asri from Malaysia...i really feel the strong message from his speech.Praises to Allah.


Btw im cant wait for thurs!!Bandung time!!its like my 4th time,and im excited to go there!dont ask me why eh!!im just being me...hahah.Good food nice weather and nice scenary!Shall post some pics in my blog soon..

Now i wont post in my blog daily but i will try my best to keep it updated.Laterz!
                                                                                   

Sunday March 18 2012.Finally after much procasinating to create a blog,i did one.Lets move right on to my 1st post/subject.

LOVE.

noun
happens to almost everyone in their lifetime.Love for GOD,parents,friends or special frens and so on..but for me,LOVE has a name.Shahfah Rina.the girl that i fell in love at 1st sight till now.though we known each other thru means of social network(friendster to be exact) and how in 2009 i 1st met her.i am truly amazed how my journey throughout this friendster have turn out to something deeper than i thought.

The dates.the smses.the pictures.the gifts.all the things that put a smile on my face.Honestly speaking i think abt her day and night.every day without fail.But here i am wondering whether is she thinking abt me too? I guess thats part and parcel of being in love,to know whether the person u love is thinking abt u..(wondering....and wondering)

I hope she does.BUT(theres always a but)i remeber how in DEC 2011 she told me that she felt bad that she actually made me fall in love with her.and up till now she hasnt really confess whether she actually love me too..i know for a fact that she broke up from a long relationship and now she is jittery to fall in love with someone else..if i was in her shoes,i would prolly feel the same thing.

Despite all that ive known abt her past and the stories she told me,it made me wanting to know her more and through this process,i begin to fall in love with her..trust me i really do.Not much of my love story i have reveal to my frens and family.but those who know my story has ask me..

WHY DO U LOVE HER?

The question that bugs me for a while now like a stubborn flu which doesnt want to go away.
"She doesnt say she love you", "Its only on your part u feel this way lah","Maybe she only treats you as a fren","She likes going out with you doesnt mean she loves u ok!!"

The statements i got from my frens..why?why bro?,they ask me.why u love her?

I ask myself .ask my inner self..why?for the past few days ive been wanting to know the answer..

Issit because she looks gorgeous?*she is but thats not it....moving on..
Issit because she makes u feel loved?*in a way she does,but hmm not the answer
Issit because you feel her kindness and concern towards people?*maybe yes maybe no..

WHY?OH WHY DO I FEEL LOVE FROM HER??

Days past and past and finally,ALhamdulilah.I knew what it was.

Conclusion:
There is NO REASON whatsoever.yes u read that right.!!no reason at all.I love her for what she is without any physical or character attributes.why is that so????if i love rina for a reason like the question above-what if the reason is no longer there(eg if i loved her for kindness and beauty,what if she is no longer having that attributes)will i still loved her??

AND THATS the BEAUTY about LOVE!!without any reason or cause.it just happens!i dont need a freaking reason why!!!coz i simply love her for what she is!!i never felt this way about someone and honestly,i was having doubts coz i cldnt find any reason before..but now i know why..

Gosh it took a long time there to think about an answer.All praises to Allah SWT for guiding me.

I want to be more than just your friend Shahfah Rina.and you know that..and whatever may comes,i know GOD has plans for all of us..and with this NO REASON of love,i have truly understand what love is all about.and that i LOVE U SO MUCH..and much much more to come i hope.