Two days ago,I received a bitter news that me and 9 other colleagues of mine are going to be retrenched.
I was immediately sadden by the news given by my manager that I will be leaving this company in a months time with no retrenchment package given.I was sad ,angry and frustrated.

But after speaking to my colleagues and loved one,with their advice and motivation, I realised that it wasnt such a bad thing that it happen to me.

"Hey, im still young and can still look for other jobs with a better prospect and secured!!Thats what I told myself. I mustnt give up hope or else i will be failing not only on myself,but also those who cared about."

I believe my retrenchment from HP has a blessing in disguise.Well,its a matter of time i guess the company will let go of more staff and those who stay,good luck to them as their workload will increase!!I take into positive this incident and shall use the experience I gained in these two years to secure another better paying job!!

                           As the saying goes"LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE" 

I would like to say a special THANK YOU!! to my dearest Rina for her endless support and everlasting motivation to me!!It has help me a great deal in overcoming this episode in my life...thank u dear!!

Thoughts.Pondering.Worries.
I have been thinking a lot about my future this past week...esp knowing that HP is at the brink of its downfall with its $US8.9 Billion loss...and is expecting to cut manpower by 15,000 by 2014..and management has already confirmed that my department will let go 90 people by the end of this year. :(( so far 10 people of my colleagues had been laid off..

http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-500395_162-57498668/hp-absorbs-$8.9b-loss-on-expected-charge/


Whatever it is, I have begin to look for another job..but none of replied me so far.Insyallah with the help of God Almighty,hopefully an opportunity will arise soon.Patience.

Been also thinking of my dear Rina so much everyday,I begin to miss her so much...even tho we spend sometime together this week,I wanna spend more quality time with her and eventually tell her what my plans are in this relationship.She has mean so much to me in my life...with all her advice and motivation given.Honestly speaking,I dont really say all this to her but deep inside me,my heart is filled with such affection and emotion.


Dear Allah,I love her so much deeply that I don't wanna hurt her feelings or annoy her in any of my words or actions...Please lead us in your blessing so that this relationship will last forever in your guidance.

         Im willing to  lose my job but please,I do not wanna lose my other half...

I don't see any arrogance in that phrase, maybe I'm blinded by pride but i believe you misinterpret it or took it out of context. Remember that phrase was coined by a great warrior who tells his fellow countrymen not to give up defending or to forget their roots. If that's is wrong? Then I don't know what's right anymore.