Thoughts.Pondering.Worries.
I have been thinking a lot about my future this past week...esp knowing that HP is at the brink of its downfall with its $US8.9 Billion loss...and is expecting to cut manpower by 15,000 by 2014..and management has already confirmed that my department will let go 90 people by the end of this year. :(( so far 10 people of my colleagues had been laid off..

http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-500395_162-57498668/hp-absorbs-$8.9b-loss-on-expected-charge/


Whatever it is, I have begin to look for another job..but none of replied me so far.Insyallah with the help of God Almighty,hopefully an opportunity will arise soon.Patience.

Been also thinking of my dear Rina so much everyday,I begin to miss her so much...even tho we spend sometime together this week,I wanna spend more quality time with her and eventually tell her what my plans are in this relationship.She has mean so much to me in my life...with all her advice and motivation given.Honestly speaking,I dont really say all this to her but deep inside me,my heart is filled with such affection and emotion.


Dear Allah,I love her so much deeply that I don't wanna hurt her feelings or annoy her in any of my words or actions...Please lead us in your blessing so that this relationship will last forever in your guidance.

         Im willing to  lose my job but please,I do not wanna lose my other half...